Thursday, May 29, 2008
badminton sucks. purely sucks. plainly sucks. it just sucks, o.k? i hate it. i wan a new CCA. badminton really sucks. what's the use of being good in that CCA when the whole training sucks? the coach just could'nt care, and me too. it sucks, sucks, sucks, sucks, sucks, sucks, SUCKS.
the hall is so damn freaking hot, you could melt metal. the bloody band plays so loud, i wonder how much they hafta pay for broken glasses around the whole school. everyone sweats so much, we could swim and bathe in our sweat, drink it all up, and even have leftovers for poor people all the way in africa who have nothing to drink.
the team spirit is so bad, that instead of trying to change it, you'll eventually join it. bloody hell. sucks. don't wanna talk about it anymore.
tried upgrading DOTA just now, from my old version of 1.20 to 1.21 T.T, failed miserably. dunn0e what cuteworm.com provides the links, which are all broken. sianz. can't even plae properly now. really wish that i could buy CS Source, just don't have the time, money, authority and permission, which all comes from the source of problems: parents.
i wonder how hao yang and pierre is now, after they were both so angry, lol. probably back to normal. i've never seen anyone brood over such things for more then a couple of days, i myself don't. my sister just left with her friend, jitsy, to (not sure) to watch movie? i think, if not, to hang out with friends. so lucky, so much freedom, and CLOTHES...
i hardly go out. i mean like, the time i went out the most frequently was during the weekends. Saturday, go out with mother's mother with family for dinner. Sunday, go out with father's mother with family for dinner. and all my sister has to do is to just say that she wans to do homework? or gg out with friend? or got some TV programme? den she'll be left @ home, ordering KFC or Macs, damn good.
then when it comes to me, i say i don't wanna go, lying in bed hoping that my parenst will just leave, my father comes in, slams the door, shouts , 'O.K, fine ,don't go! then you better go sleep, no computer, no TV, no dinner, NOTHING! and you still had better go to sleep at 9.30pm!'
i'm like, what the hell is wrong with you, last stage of andropause? seems like it. so to prevent further agitation, i hafta suck it all up, like a dog. i lack freedom, i lack happiness. sometimes when i get too lonely, i even get VERY moody( i just don't like the word emo, sounds so...extra ) .
ok, fine, i'm done here, gonna plae dota now. sorry f0r t0day's post being so harsh and in such a negative tone, i just can't take it anynmore. cyaz, peeps.
You Coloured My Life And Lit My Candle@
6:22 PM