no farewells.

pre-camp

2008-06-08T19:44:00.002+08:00

okay peeps. i'm going soon. just gonna blog some little stuff about today and yesterday, then i'll be off packing. ytd grandma's bdae, so fun. went to some hotel, ate buffet, wore long pants, not jeans, no. surprised i could still fit! i couldn't last year. hahas. must be slimming down already, yay. so not much to talk about, is there? only that during the later noon my dad realised that he didn't have badminton so he pushes our whole family to go cycling immediately @ EC within such short notice... insanity, man...

tod@e like nothing new la.. went woodlands plae badminton, todae so chiong somemore , plae alot.... sweat like hell... dreading tml... i dun wanna go for camp! let alone pack! i look out of the window, and what do i see? people have turned their lights on, for the sake of their own ecstasy. haha that rhymes... lame. okay, so, i'll cyaz all when i get back from camp, kayz? dun miss me, and certainly DON'T spam my tagboard.

now i've closed the doors or large windows to separate me and the balcony, and what do i see? the reflection of me, and a temptation for suicidal possibility. no las, just joking.
NO.16th POST

2008-06-06T19:33:00.004+08:00

haha. richard looks damn funny.
like so happie that i'll post in on my blog. =)

okays las. today's training not too bad, quite slack, just the perfect kind i like. not so hot also, dunn0e why. den the bloody darren come in say he gonna pon camp.... why he tell me? lol. later i go tell coach he die liaoz. but why shaun today like so enthu, keep asking me go PP? but in the end i bo pian, cannot go, too lazy, no money also. -.- so come back home, normal day, eat, bathe, sleep, like pig lols. den wake up blog lors. later busy sia, need transfer songs into my phone. but what pisses me off like mad today is that the maple patcher doesn't work at all! it just hangs! godammit! then liddat nothing plae sia, hols so boring le lor. still got the chemistry online homework, and the chinese homework. dun feel like doing.... lols. richard's photos damn funny. =) wonder what he'll say.. but he doesn't even come my blog. even funnier. xD

top 5 countdowns till i change blogskin! NO. 15th POST! =)

feeling damn bloody fucked up.

2008-06-05T21:29:00.004+08:00

@ bedok jetty
random slope, so kinda blur

looks like rice, huh? it's part of the floor. lol?
me! i look like shit! see the forced smile...

feeling damn bloody pissed off. today was like, damn hellish. last year november mom say would bring me to parkway this year's june to make a new pair of specs if i did well in my studies. so, is 1st in class for CA1 and 6th in class for SA1 not considered 'good'?freakshow. so went to katong instead. damn hell. the shop sucked. just sucked. not a pair i liked. and the bloody salesman just kept offering those that he liked, as though he knew what i liked. what the shit. all his suggestions could just go to hell. in the end, my mom chose the least most sucky but still damn sucky pair, so bloody squarish and thick. then when i asked the guy if i could use my current pair, c0z all i hadda change was the lenses, he looked at me as though i was the lamest guy on earth and said, 'no spare, how?' den i looked @ him, and i was like, 'OH.....' but that didn't stop me from hating him.

then waited half an hour for some maid-parents stuff. so bored. saw sikka and his frens at lan shop, what the hell? lucky @ss. drank some ice blended green apple, den went home. realised my sony ericsson earphones spoilt..AGAIN! damn hell! so had to use the old one. walked to ECP. here it comes, the 2nd worst thing today: we tried renting bikes from the new renting-bicycle shop. the chinaman gave me the smallest itsy miny bike that gave me simply no leg space at all when i rode it. i tried to change, he just gave me another bike, same size, different brand. WHAT THE HELL!? it was so small, and the seat was like, roti prata. crap sia. chicken wing. rode for 1hour. leg cramp, butt cramp. stupid seat. stupid bike. they didn't give us water also! cheapskate! maybe i'm being cheapskate, lol. but still, anyway... it sucked.

den ate @ waraku. damn sian. rode our bike home. but, now like, type so much le, don't feel so angry le. just scared of the upcoming camp. so scared. scared. can freak out. scared. wa lao!!!!
okay, okay, so here are the pictures that i took from today and yesterday....

=(

2008-06-04T14:55:00.002+08:00

omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. 13 times of omg. unlucky. crap shit. gay shit. next mon - wed got bloody BADMINTON CAMP! i'm like what the freak!? i mean, like, 3 times badminton a week in the sweltering hot hall is bad enough, 3 days of non-stop training, night walks, PT, is enough to send the most innocent b0ii down to the 13th level of hell. damn shit sia. not even allowed to go out, hafta pay so much money for the meals, no freedom. stuck stuck stuck. hate it!

whole team somemore, confirm damn crowded, no place sleep. and oh yeah! bathing! how bathe? bloody dumb... i'm gonna skip training this friday then. they can't make me go badminton for so many times even though i'm the captain. who goddammit cares? heck la. and what's a nightwalk? all my VSCB friends say damn scary, now i got 心理作用了啦！ b0ringz.

on another note: i got back my handphone! yays! hahas! wahahahah! the scratched and broken keys are fixed! i got my volume adjustment button back! only sad thing is, they only change the front part of the phone, so the sides and back of my phone is like, still as bruised as ever. =( =X... bo pian... liddat servicing already cost like, $40... change whole cover confirm $100+...

ytd and today surfed net to hear WL and BSB songs. WL-Westlife BSB-Backstreet Boys...
damn cool sia. rmbed WL-My Love,I Lay My Love On You, BSB-I Want It That Way, and As Long As You Love Me... lucky sister got their albums, so can just rip onto my comp =)
so won't post anymore for now. wanna go check out maple's new world-eridanus. lol. sho lame. =) thanks for tagging, and if u wan me to link/unlink you, just tell me.

stay cool and happy.

photos? sure thing. =)

2008-06-03T12:08:00.003+08:00

hahas. love my photos. =) no time to take any more. sorry nvr post ytd. too tired and busy. bloody badminton. then come home like some vegetable. plae comp till 12pm =). plaed a little bit of maple. nearly cried, c0z long time nvr plae, den rmb all the memories... haiz.... bo pian... acc tio banned, whatta do? okays. i'll go listen to songs, play heli attack 3, stick soldiers, frozen throne and others bahs.

feeling damn worthless

what a day

2008-06-01T14:04:00.002+08:00

so, where should i start? from the beginning lors. wah-seh. yesterday was FUN+NY. although the starting hadda wait like 35mins for wei da, initially came late, butthen still hadda go back home to get his forgotten ticket. lols... at least got time to chiong back up, change shoes and pants. where got wear slippers to concert, lol.

so then after that, at least only wait 1 min for 196 to come. den we sit on top. fang xiang damn pity, never bring earphones, den like kena isolated. so wei da amos and me listen music lor. send songs here and there. then later some lady and her 2 kids came on bus, even pity fang xiang more -.- c0z he need leg space everytime put his leg on his other leg so den no space le, like got cram. fortunately the lady kept switching sides (c0z fx was sitting opposite of me) so she sat next to me and next to fx c0z of her 2 daughters kept fighting over her mother, wan her to sit with each of them, lol. =)

liddat pass 30+mins, dropped off at suntec, walked inside, bloody cooooold! we faster found the like, big direction thingy. so wei da and amos were like fighting over whether to take a shortcut, den when took a shortcut, wounded up in no man's land... damn frustrated, movie gonna start le leii... so we backtracked, den tis time took longcut, but at least ended up correctly at the caffeteria. den took elevator up to the (eh.. forgot) highest floor, bought tickets for the 2.40pm indiana jones movie, bought food and drinks. amos and fx bought like, bloody large amounts of popcorn... so went in, even COLDER. freak. lucky brought jacket, how smart. den wei da amos and fx like so sad, no jacket, but what to do? so bo pian lor, watch movie...

sorry cannot say what the movie was about, only say damn nice, 123mins, dunwanna be spoiler.
so after come out, shivering, went toilet, (censored), wash hands with BLOOODY FREAKKINGG COLD-DED WATER! why only cold? no warm? ARGH. so we faster chiong down to pizza hut, no lost directions this time.. heng... i ate some sort of baked ole chicken rice and some ending-off meal, includes soup of the day (my fav. mushroom soup! =] ) and ice lemon tea with no taste at all...

den got lost, dunn0e take which bus to SCH, so called my sister, 'at suntec convention centre, take 7 stops to UIC building, which is next to SCH'. but we didn't n0e where was the SCC , so we only hadda walk 6 stops. but we never count, ended up walking back 2 stops for 10mins... sianz, den inside COLD AGAIN! what to do? no choice right? at least got jacket.. again... hahas. den somemore the band so loud, confirm not so cold de la. alot of pple sia, dunn0e why... ok.. so the MCs were Glenn and Weng Keong, sec4s from our school, also MCs occassionally. bit lame and bit funny. but who cares?

the music was so nice! slow, fast exciting, intriguing, interesting, hardworkingly-done, superb, marvellous. i was always the 1st to clap, lol. habit. wei da was like, 'couldn't care' haha. den when got intermission, he and fx went toilet. (oh sorry, forgot to include that hao yang was already with us)along with hao yang. but some pple come 'KOP' their seats. den i like, too shy to do anything, den i feel damn paiseh sia... and damn guilty... den amos damn guai lan, he don't even care sia. so bad. 不够朋友。

so finish le, den go home. i suppose to follow sis's instructions to cross the road 3 times till reach capital tower den take 196 all the way back home, but i miss the company of frens, so i followed them take MRT to bedok, den from there, with the help of amos(surprisingly) took 31 home. both bus and MRT damn cold sia. even jacket no use. so listen to music... *shivers* even now still damn cold, c0z hafta sleep in air-conned room, wear thick-sleeved shirts, and blankets, not too bad la.

so, what a day! =) sadly, no pictures. no TIME take pictures, hadda rush the whole day... nvm la. father just called from hong kong to say he bought me a 3x3 rubiks cube. oh no, a 3x3 speed-ded rubiks cube. i can't even finish in 1min, speed-ded? crap.. k cyaZ peeps, i'm gonna go plae DOTA, just because a stupid d0g named am0s forgot to return me my thumbdrive which contained my CS.

i'll never complain about how hot singapore is again ......

outings!~

2008-05-31T11:41:00.002+08:00

yay! so happy! found this new font! just like comic sons, but it's called lucida grande or something, no idea. anyways, later going out with wei da, fang xiang, amos and xin ren. so sad, darren not going, c0z go pon tuition den mother found out, kena banned of freedom hahas. den hao yang got scouts, so meeting him at SCH or before that for dinner las. then junda gg with kenneth to vivo watch Narnia: Prince Caspian, i think. i also wanted to watch prince caspian... =(
but then see wei da and amos both wanna watch indiana jones, then bo pian le lor.

nvm la, what matters most is that we're all together. best friends, haha. so happy. but short of money... so paiseh hafta borrow from amos. =( but lucky for him i did a good deed, so is like payback haha. c0z he lost his ticket, den he so emo like dunwan go le. lucky i rmb that darren also not gg, so i call darren ask him come my house at 12+pm pass me the ticket, then 1pm den i go meet everyone @ teh busstop den pass am0s the ticket, lors. whatta genius i am! =)

butthen so sad, i also dunn0e how go there. so will be like dog, follow them to suntec, eat... watch movie... follow them to SCH, then coming home DIE liao. so later must 吵醒 my sister, haha. ask her how to come back from SCH. she say got what, direct bus- 196 - back, but i don't even n0e where the bus stop sia. see? i so suaku. no wonder last year geog always B4... sianz. ok las. time for me to go meet darren soon. ty all for reading, and don't rmb to link and tag! xD

photo time! =)

2008-05-30T18:52:00.007+08:00

love taking photos. but hadda go to blogger.cm to learn how to post pictures so I could post some real funny pictures for everyone to see. The first 3 photos are the sunsets I see every evening, just outside my balcony. lucky for me my dad's phone is a 5MP phone, zooms nicely, so the pictures are taken well.

sorry darren about that photo, if u wan me to delete it, just tell me. but it's really funny, and I'll let it stay on till you realise. haha. =) caught you red-handed, but when you find out, you'll be red faced. hahas. no offence. haha darren! a new one! you and ruben! on the bus! to our tounament! am i good or am i good? wahahah! =)

sh0rt 0f m0ney! n0!

2008-05-30T18:13:00.002+08:00

crap! i'm short of money... for tml's movie and lunch with frenz, den still dunn0e how go home from singapore conference hall, so need taxi... den no money... die le lor... think need borrow money from wei da or amos or fang xiang or sister le... =( feel so pathetic... what to do? blame my father lor. last year got joint 3rd with keat kee, each got 100 dollars. why must be in 1 note? sabo me, hafta change with parents for 10 $10, den THEY BACKSTAB ME! THEY ONLY RETURN ME $50! SAY WHAT OTHER $50 KEEP FOR ME IN CASE OF EMERGENCY ! RAWR ! BLOODY HELL!

that's how the story goes... now you can see how unreasonable parents are, not can be. phooey. so later den call them ask them for money loan from my sister. also need ask her how to go back from SCH. sianz... i not like darren lor, just c0z got family dinner 浪费 $10... rich kid... say what live in HDB, but actually can live in some mansion de...

argh. den just now badminton so tiring... =( went ECP running all the way to sparksy? i dunn0e where la, altogether run 5km. oh sorry, my bad. only run 1km during starting and ending. haha, middle so fun, walk whole day with jian zhong desmond silvester and richard, wahahah, talk like mad. talk about zheyuan's past, all the primary schools and everything la. until last 100m den realise coachie in front of us le, so hadda sprint.

then go back school, go plae badminton again... wth? waste energy, so kena thrashed by shaun. den come home horh, retribution and karma really don't like me lor. while bathing fall down, then wrist kena scratched badly, some big mark. so now got a big bandage wrapped over my wrist, plae dota also got big problem. at least anuberian (is it spelled liddat?) assassin not bad, move damn fast, not like my injured hand though.

but look on the bright side! my overseas parents told me not to go for coach's lousy training on sunday at serangoon. at first i had no excuse, but now i have! haha, i'm optimistic, i am. pity darren, haha, go pon tuition 2 times, den mother found out, hantam him sia. make him cannot come with us tml for the movie/lunch/concert, den somemore hafta go for make-up tuition, lol. 5th in class mah, what to expect from darren? so clever. xD

still wanting my needs and loves...

badminton sucks. purely sucks. plainly sucks. just sucks.

2008-05-29T18:22:00.004+08:00

badminton sucks. purely sucks. plainly sucks. it just sucks, o.k? i hate it. i wan a new CCA. badminton really sucks. what's the use of being good in that CCA when the whole training sucks? the coach just could'nt care, and me too. it sucks, sucks, sucks, sucks, sucks, sucks, SUCKS.

the hall is so damn freaking hot, you could melt metal. the bloody band plays so loud, i wonder how much they hafta pay for broken glasses around the whole school. everyone sweats so much, we could swim and bathe in our sweat, drink it all up, and even have leftovers for poor people all the way in africa who have nothing to drink.

the team spirit is so bad, that instead of trying to change it, you'll eventually join it. bloody hell. sucks. don't wanna talk about it anymore.

tried upgrading DOTA just now, from my old version of 1.20 to 1.21 T.T, failed miserably. dunn0e what cuteworm.com provides the links, which are all broken. sianz. can't even plae properly now. really wish that i could buy CS Source, just don't have the time, money, authority and permission, which all comes from the source of problems: parents.

i wonder how hao yang and pierre is now, after they were both so angry, lol. probably back to normal. i've never seen anyone brood over such things for more then a couple of days, i myself don't. my sister just left with her friend, jitsy, to (not sure) to watch movie? i think, if not, to hang out with friends. so lucky, so much freedom, and CLOTHES...

i hardly go out. i mean like, the time i went out the most frequently was during the weekends. Saturday, go out with mother's mother with family for dinner. Sunday, go out with father's mother with family for dinner. and all my sister has to do is to just say that she wans to do homework? or gg out with friend? or got some TV programme? den she'll be left @ home, ordering KFC or Macs, damn good.

then when it comes to me, i say i don't wanna go, lying in bed hoping that my parenst will just leave, my father comes in, slams the door, shouts , 'O.K, fine ,don't go! then you better go sleep, no computer, no TV, no dinner, NOTHING! and you still had better go to sleep at 9.30pm!'

i'm like, what the hell is wrong with you, last stage of andropause? seems like it. so to prevent further agitation, i hafta suck it all up, like a dog. i lack freedom, i lack happiness. sometimes when i get too lonely, i even get VERY moody( i just don't like the word emo, sounds so...extra ) .

ok, fine, i'm done here, gonna plae dota now. sorry f0r t0day's post being so harsh and in such a negative tone, i just can't take it anynmore. cyaz, peeps.

unkn0wn

2008-05-28T19:35:00.000+08:00

lol? YINNE!, who are you? so random, lolz. darren, relax, why so agitated? wei da got scold u meh? lol.

anyway just n0w plae dota, tried out 2 new heroes, butcher, viper and shadow fiend. butcher seriously sucks. moves so slow, omg, attacks so slow, omg, the lousiest hero ever. viper att quite low, only when poison den pro, and when under frenzy owns sia. att so fast. shadow fiend not bad, starting att very slow, butthen go secret shop buy den increase like godlike, complete destroying of opposite towers, wahaha. loves it ulti too, requim of the dead, lol.

exactly 1 hour ago took nice photos of the sunset vertically horizoned beyond my balcony. so nice, it even stretched all the way out to sea, above all the big ships. another scary thing that happened to me just now during late noon was a gunshot which i heard. damn loud, and as i was using butcher just now, it attacked so slow, that when i turned around to look outside for the source of that sound, i died long before i looked again at my comp.

and now as i look out of the window, @ the darkened clouds, the oned lights of other condos, the moving car lights, i ponder about what those guys are doing, anything interesting? hahas. tml got badminton training, finally can socialise abit during the boring holidays. i wanna go out to watch kung fu panda like my sister is currently watching accuracy od death with dunn0e who. boohoohoo! =( i want freedom. i need freedom.

feeling hopeful and yet scared at the same time of the possibility of having physical tml...

lightning! thunder! rain! strorms! hurray!

2008-05-28T14:35:00.000+08:00

wah.. so scary.. was just editing my jukebox with se7en songs, starts with SHE-Superstar, Simple Plan-Welcome To My Life, Jay Chou-Tornado, My Chemical Romance-Teenagers, Tank-Zhuan Shu Tian Shi, The Click Five- Just The Girl, and Fan Wei Qi and Zhang Shao Han - Ru Guo De Shi.

then suddenly BOOM! twice in1 min. bloody scary. lucky for me my comp next to curtains and a glass window which separates the inner house from the balcony. as ii look out, i love the scenery. big buildings standing tall and unmoving as the storms and thunders and rain don't cease. seeing the tress shaking, its leaves shivering, i think of past times, my old friends, how we used to run and walk in the rain after badminton training, no umbrellas, happy to be barefooted. actually all this is mostly due to the fact that i'm listening to the last song now, which makes me think alot about my past?hahas so emo. xD

lol. it may be just the starting of june hols, but i'm already missing my frens. loving my newfound se7enth song! =) P.S. u may just be scrolling down to witness a long list of links? lol. =)

holidays =)

2008-05-28T13:17:00.000+08:00

hahas, yesterday evening go plae badminton, so tired, den go home sleep. so today wake up le, wa lao, back ache, dunn0e why, i think c0z sleep on wrong side of the bed, lols.
anyway, justs finished another noob round of dota, used netherdrake, dunn0e why help the scourge kill faster (36mins) den sentinel use dragon knight crystal maiden or whatever always 45mins lor. lols, maybe it's fated that i have to help the bad, wahaha.

lucky today whole day free, can talk to frens, and others, but tml and day after morning g0t badminton, damn sianz. somemore parents so lazy dunwan fetch me to school, so hafta walk there and take bus back, =(. O ya, tml night parents gg hong kong wahaha! freedom at last! damn swe! go out parkway buy CS Source ah! no la, cannot, sister and maid still @ home. sianz.

so hafta postphone till next week for my trip to parkway for CS, and movies, boohoo =(, so long never watch movie le, i wanna watch kung fu panda. saw the trailer, liked the graphics, heard nice comments about it. and wei da, why my blog screwed-up? dunn0e why so bored even though holidays, maybe c0z i miss my pirated CS which is in the thumbdrive which Amos forgot to return to me, so only on fri, c0z we both got trianing on same dae, den he can return to me.

Maybe also because i won't see my phone for 1 month cause of insufficient materials needed to fix my phone! 想起当初一直不小心掉我的电话，真想打死自己。=( feeling sad, and thanks sam for teaching me NEARLY ALL you n0e about dota.

why? why do i hafta continue?

2008-05-27T11:10:00.000+08:00

crappy crap... kena owned in dota by some lifeless fella. sam was like so bloody angry @ me, wonder what i hafta do to please him. combo? yes, sir. no combo! yes, sir. die already? yes, sir. sianz. later still must help him cook lunch and clean the house. wth? lols. fated. destined. whatever u want. at least i still have 6 more hours to spend... then again, it may be a bad thing. =( why? why do i hafta continue?

its the hols. and i still hafta go back to MSHS to plae badminton with my dad. what a bore. badminton sucks. it sucks. i just hate it. still missing CS and my current and other friends... good luck to everyone out there, even if u or no one does'nt read this. =( feeling trapped and tortured terribly till death. why!?

tell me why, i hadda do all this just do please you?

2008-05-27T00:50:00.000+08:00

owchies..just did 500 sit-ups? man. sam is incredible. we took turns to do it, but i was like LAG LAG LAG, he was pwning me like he could in dota. lols. so unfortunate rocked the whole bed, neighbours could definitely hear from downstairs, and probably upstairs too. die die confirm tml got complaints. oh yeah before that watched enchanted, quite nice, although sam and me talked quite alot throughout the whole movie.

and before that, we watched this maplestory love video of 11 parts. damn bloody touching. if u lucky readers are reading this, u must watch it, it's called the 'fourth leaflet series'. some girl called nikki likes a guy sean, who..won't say le, dunwanna be spoiler, so MUST WATCH. now, it's currently 1 o'clock, but i ain't gonna sleep. it's the hols. who's gonna sleep at 1? not me, not sam. not my sis. hahas. not anyone!! really love coming sam's house, the hospitality his mother, godmother and his dad provides are way better than heaven. i treat this place as my 3rd home, after school. it's the only place where i've ever had sleepovers for more than 5times already.

would be much much better if randy and moses were here...

official opening and publishing! =)

2008-05-26T16:59:00.000+08:00

=)finally got my blog well done-d! thanks alot jie xi! later gonna go to sam hsu's house and dota time will take over my whole body, wahahas. hope readers like my blog skin, i really like it, c0z i really appreciate colours, they're so meaningful to me. currently, i'm on the positive red, which makes me obviously happie! the above pic is also s0 nice! wonder how the person who made it made it like that. so colourful. opens my eyes...well, gotta go now, hafta prepare for the sleepover at sam hsu's house. will post later on @ his house about hw things are going. oh yeah, btw, forgot to talk about my results. did o.k, so would'nt hurt to mention 'em, would it? hahas. wait a moment, lemme go get my result slip. o.k, here goes, dun laugh *stares*:

ENGLISH LANGUAGE 73.3 A2 - Miss out by 1.7 marks to an A1

HIGHER CHINESE 55.6 C5 - Made it to a C5 by 0.6 marks

MATHEMATICS 74.5 A2 - Miss an A1 by 0.5 marks

SCIENCE 75.2 A1 - Made it to an A1 by 0.2 marks

HISTORY 70.0 A2 - Made it to an A2 by 0.0 marks

LITERATURE 80.7 A1 - The only subject I can own in

DESIGN & TECH. 70.0 A2 - Made it to an A2 by 0.0 marks

well, you can see how lucky and unlucky i am. =) anyhow, my parents were convinced that i did well, so they allowed me to spend the night @ sam's house, so here i am, typing, with sam next to me, under his blanket. =)

Total: 499.3/700 L1R4 Aggregate:8(i'm not gg to poly!)
Percentage:71.3 L1R5 Aggregate:10
Class Position:6/35 Attendance:92/92
Level Position:60/250 Conduct:VERY GOOD(careless mistake)
Results:(obviously)PASSED
Weight for Height Indicator:
i won't go there. -.-

Remarks: Highly talented and capable(yeah,right), Ying Xi (spelled wrongly again!)has done well for this SA.(o.k..T.T)He is also highly motivated(by what?the possibility of being whacked by his parents if he didn't do well?), and this has translated not only to his studies(i was forced!) but to his sport as well.(O Really? not true at all.)Keep up the good work! (no thank you, i'd rather be better.)

but seriously, i felt i did much much better than last year. considering in CA1 i got 1st in class. last year i was what, 25th in class, and 100+ in level. phooey. thanks to whoever is out there, being my guardian angel. so long, guys! will post later! =)